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- I check in every year today mark seven years gambling free if you read my journal, you'll see how hard it was to put it down by the grace of God. I walked into a GA anonymous meeting and it just clicked. I hope you do too.it was the hardest thing...
- Started writing in this journal way more than 5 years ago..I joined GA after a full blown destruction of my soul, I ran out of money, ideas, options, possibilities and time.this was it....go time, I've gambled for 30 years, on and off, finally...
- Hi, my name is Stacey P and I placed my last best 11/04/2018I looked and saw i posted each year, such great journals of victory, and some really horrible depressing ones - God th addiction is hell.GA saved my life......there are so many celebrating...
- cant believe it...last bet was 11/04/2018for those newcomers, i know its seems its never going to happen, i have been gambling 20 years or more, i joined GA after i had a fright that my life was going to finally implodei sat and listened and kept...
- 11/4 will be two years for meI still attend GA and my life is sweethang in there, if you want it, you can do it.......i was sad, desperate, out of luck, ideas, money and options....GA GA GA....meeting makers....make itGod Bless
- I was at the annnual GA Breakfast, I think 150-200 attendees? and was one of the speakers, nervous isnt the word, I was going on 2nd, and had to endure a speech before me.I said to God - I will go up there on faith alone and you promise me you'll...
- Happy New Year All.....Jan 4 will be 14 months for me...so gratefulThey have asked me to speak again at a large GA Conference in Feb....nervous...but gratefulThe best to everyone in 2020 .....hang in there...it's possible
- Back from all my trips, including Vegas. so happy to report I am well, Vegas was not a challenge at all, i was shocked when I got there to learned I had all in place in my head to not care about placing a bet, I mean, I didnt even have an urge...the...
- Doing great, 8/4 will be 9 months for me, next week I go on vaca to NC to see my sister for a week...then.....7/28 FOR work, i will go to Vegas for a Trade show, last 4 daysI have my GA friends, and I have my higherpower- which gives me my armor...
- So finally happy and at peace, much done and much more to get done, but I'm going to be ok.GA meetings are great, I was nominated to be secretary of the room, I do set up now..we'll see, never did I believe life could get better - or get back to a...
- just short of 6 months...meetings are great, i am bouncing back financially, i went back to gym lost 12 lbs...started dating again, and getting back into life, i feel for those still in action, i believe GA saved me, but i was ready, i know so many...
- Went to a GA breakfast at a hotel conference, 4 speakers, some funny, some so sad, the best term to take from it, is YET, not homeless yet, not broke yet, etc....we are all ONE day away from DAY one...stay humble, listen, try as hard as you can to...
- Love GA, the people are awesome, and they replace my emotional need to play slot machines - i suggest everyone go asap... it saved me LIFE IS GOOD
- I can't remember the last time i had real hope, there were days i wouldnt gamble and weeks and months, but i felt like i was white knuckling it...i joined GA and the urges stopped, can't explain it, i think MAYBE what i got from slots emotionally,...
- i did it, and it was great - i hope all decide to go and not fear - NO one was more scared than me, i told me therapist i will go ...but stay in the parking lot (as a hope for more) then i got there real early, and its a church so bible class was...