not a great week im axsious and frustrated a bit confused im thinking very samll to get by .having relationship problems  house problems with the crazy person living herehad some leg pain todaybut mostly im a lot better i may be child like in a lot of ways but thats ok.i hate the way people try to control youi fool them they cant understand me but they do say things that are not nice about me i even say bad things about me ,it seems the way i am stressed.i got 2 missed calls from what i now call my exi didnt answer she hasnt called in 4 weeks .i need better than that ,,,i would say deserve betterbut i guess thats not so  at least i have some control to say no