Just Want to "Sink Roots" Somewhere...

...in a career and relationship, and be happy!  Sadly, so far, it ain't this, don't think I've found it yet.  I want to be where I feel at least somewhat in control of my own financial destiny, am having fun, enjoying warm, stimulating conversations with my co-workers, finding the work itself stimulating, and enjoying a very special honey. 
Thank God Kelly and I are still friends who cuddle at movies!  She too is in the financial "struggle" of life, and we've often talked about how our lives would be different if we found an easier way to generate the dinero!  Wouldn't improve our love life LOL (we'd still be on cross-purposes there, me the more emotional type, her the more coldly logical type), but we'd at least, individually, be at the top of our "game" and would be professional cohorts who enjoy talking about their work.