Saw him today

Well, I turned stalkerish today and drove by your house.  You weren't there. You weren't at your parents.  Drove by the ex-in-laws and saw you weren't there either.  Headed back towards Janeen' s and saw your jeep out of the corner of my eye.  You were back at home. I drove around the block in time to see you come out of the house and get back into the jeep.  Thought that i could meet up with you at the corner but you turned the opposite direction.  Don't know where she lives but i'm guessing it's near Sycamore st and maybe you were going to see her or help her move some more of her things.  My pseudo heart can't take it.  I love you Ronnie. This is all but killing me.  I can't sleep anymore.  I'm totally depressed and miss you like crazy.  It's Tuesday again and I don't know if you will even attempt to contact me at all.  After what I said to you last Tuesday, I doubt it.  I'm missin you so much sweetheart and I want to be with you again soon.  Do you miss me at all? Do you think of me anymore or am i erased from your memory? Please come back to me soon and end all the pain and agony that i'm going through. I love you Ronald G Lanfair Jr!