Rat Bastard

Just saw the pictures on Spanky's myspace page of him and Rayna.  they are all over eachother and it makes me SICK!  He wanted to "talk to me" on Tuesday, right. Probably rub it in my face and tell me to f- off to my face and have me so distraught and crying on 465 that I get hit by a semi and he'd never had to deal with me again.  I hate him for what he is doing to me right now.  He is killing me and i'm sure that he knows it too.  He better open his eyes and soon- either leave me alone forever or get over himself and decide what he wants from life!