kynurse

I sit around thinking when I don't have anything else to do and things keeps going through my mind. I feel quilty when I don't think of Khristy or if I am actually experience some kind of happiness....

Haven't written in my journal because it has warmed up here in Ireland and have decided to get outside and do some yard work and get some sun. I usually do all my errands like go to grocery shopping...

It all depended whether Khristy and me had a good relationship according to her drug abuse. I didn't connect this until after she was dead then everything kind of came together. My son and other...

I really don't know when Khristy started useing drugs. I have tried to think back and think it might have been when she was in her 20's and getting her first divorce and child custody straighten out...

Since the death of my daughter I have been feeling at lost with myself. I feel like a piece of me went with her when she died. I can't seem to get get back the zest I once had for life. I just feel...

Sorry for me not being on here very much lately, thank to all who wished Khristy happy birthday, this year has been very trying but yet very positive most of the time. My son is coming to visit me in...

Hope everybody is doing ok and will try to caught up on all the journals. Right after Christmas my phone service went out and stayed out for about 10 days before they came and fixed it, our broadband...

I got back from my vacation on Friday the 25th.  Decided to go ahead and rent a car since the airline ticket was so cheap about 2 weeks before we took the trip, my friend and her husband as suppose...

I bought my airline tickets to Kentucky.....It ended up costing 600.00 for two people round trip, so wasn't bad at all. We are flying aer lingus(a Irish airline) which will bring us into Chicago then...

I haven't written in my journal for awhile so decided to write something while I waiting for my floors to dry.....Well where to begin just hasn't been a good month for me at all, still trying to keep...

Things are beginning to get get back to normal. I seem to be like everyone else the days leading up to Khristy's angel date is most anxious for me when the actual date comes it doesn't seem bad...

I want to thank everyone that has sent me hugs and posted on my journal, I want you to know I appreciated every comment very much. I lit a candle on Khristy's grave that I have here ,nothing seems to...

Well this will be the third year of my grief. Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad. I try hard to think of the positive things we did together. That helps I know there are a lot more positve...

I find I am doing the same thing over and over week after week.  I get up get on the computer play my games , clean house inbetween, then go to the store or bank then it is back to work again. The...

Just thought I would write since I haven't done so in awhile. I just got off my two night shifts. So yesterday I set the alarm to wake up at 2pm because I like to get a little sleep then wake up and...