kynurse

the title says it all, ups and downs with emotions some days I feel like I am going to make it other days I just fall apart. Oh well I must get on with it because it happen and I have to deal with it.

It all started back in August when Peter coughed up a little blood in his sputum, he was worried enough to show it to me which I in turn told him since he was coughing so hard in the morning he may...

I just have to tell everyone that my partner Peter of 14 years passed away on Janurary 10 th of this year, due to complications of lung surgery he had cancer. I am still in shock and will write...

I left out something before I get to my birthday party, I thought I would mention. The next day after mom died I was talking to my partner which he called me every day while I was there since I used...

Ok then, this is after the funeral, we have had a somewhat time to adjust we rested up to go back to mom apartment to sort out things. Oh forgot to tell you my sister's ex husband came to the...

As usually its been awhile since I have wrote in my journal. Will try to catch you guys and myself on the happenings in my life and going through my grieving process. I will start at the year 2013. I...

I would like thank everyone that has wished Khristy a Happy Birthday and will try to write more in this journal once I find the time about my last year, which was also tragic for me but came through...

Hello all,Hope all is well. Things are going good here, writing on St Paddy's Day so wishing you all a very happy day and luck of the Irish. It is getting close to Khristy Angel date and haven't been...

Hope everybody is doing ok and will try to caught up on all the journals. Right after Christmas my phone service went out and stayed out for about 10 days before they came and fixed it, our broadband...

I got back from my vacation on Friday the 25th.  Decided to go ahead and rent a car since the airline ticket was so cheap about 2 weeks before we took the trip, my friend and her husband as suppose...

I bought my airline tickets to Kentucky.....It ended up costing 600.00 for two people round trip, so wasn't bad at all. We are flying aer lingus(a Irish airline) which will bring us into Chicago then...

I haven't written in my journal for awhile so decided to write something while I waiting for my floors to dry.....Well where to begin just hasn't been a good month for me at all, still trying to keep...

Things are beginning to get get back to normal. I seem to be like everyone else the days leading up to Khristy's angel date is most anxious for me when the actual date comes it doesn't seem bad...

I want to thank everyone that has sent me hugs and posted on my journal, I want you to know I appreciated every comment very much. I lit a candle on Khristy's grave that I have here ,nothing seems to...

Well this will be the third year of my grief. Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad. I try hard to think of the positive things we did together. That helps I know there are a lot more positve...