bambam
Status: Who should I fight more - my head (to leave) or my heart (to stay)
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I feel like such an ass! And yet, I am happy about it in a way. I do online banking. My account is completely separate from the X's, but yet, I still have access to the X's account (don't...
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First birthday without him - and you know, I think I am happy about it. I had a horrible year last year with him and now, looking forward to a full year of happiness, health and well being - but on...
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My would be anniversary is on Friday. I have been in a slump all week - with the house closing, and this day coming. I can't sleep, all I want to do is eat and yet, if I do, it almost makes me...
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I just got the cheque for the closing of my house. I should be happy, I should be out shopping! I am in tears - again! I can't believe it, this was the last step and now we're done. There is...
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Tomorrow, my house closes! I have already moved into my apartment and am liking it thus far. But I have had to deal with the lawyers and the bank a few times over the past few days and it is...
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Today has been hard - I have been feeling a mixture of emotions, cry / laugh / punch a wall - I never know what to do anymore.Thank God my brother, or should I say my rock will be coming down today...
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How come we don't have a journal icon for mad as hell!I am so mad at the ex right now we have this understanding that neither of us call each other at work, so as to not make things more awkward,...
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So for anyone who is reading my journals, I am sorry I ever mentioned the coffee shop guy. What a mistake that was. We went out for coffee, we talked for hours - he seemed really nice. So we...
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I cannot believe my luck! I was getting coffee this morning, feeling rather poorly about myself and them - BOOM - gorgeous guy I've had my eye on a few times in the coffee shop buys me coffee and...
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I don't want to jinx myself, but my house is conditionally sold!! After 10 days on the market, I am looking at a new beginning in a new place. TG for small favours!
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So my house is up for sale, officially since Wednesday, but people have started to view the house since Sunday. On the first day I had 3 couples come through and another one scheduled for tonight. ...
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My house went up for sale on Wednesday, posted on MLS yesterday, and today I got a call for a viewing! It scared the crap out of me to know that this is moving so fast. I really didn't expect...
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One month today we decided to call it quits - man Valentine's Day will be ruined for life! I am dreading going home tonight. I know he is there, I know the realtor is going to be there too - both...
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I keep waking up thinking that today is going to be better than yesterday - but it seems that something always stands in the way of that for me.I was motoring along, preparing my house to be...
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The people I talk to at my work think I am crazy for the way I am behaving with the stbx, apparently I am being too nice (if there is such a thing). My stbx was going to let me keep the house (as...
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