Today has been hard - I have been feeling a mixture of emotions, cry / laugh / punch a wall - I never know what to do anymore.
Thank God my brother, or should I say my rock will be coming down today to help me get through this mess.
I want to say that I am sad I am giving up the dream of the happy marriage, house, dog and good job - but I know that when I really look at it, I never had that - and never would have with him.
I am trying to be positive, it is hard, but at least now I know where to turn to - and have some really positive people in my life.
Thank God my brother, or should I say my rock will be coming down today to help me get through this mess.
I want to say that I am sad I am giving up the dream of the happy marriage, house, dog and good job - but I know that when I really look at it, I never had that - and never would have with him.
I am trying to be positive, it is hard, but at least now I know where to turn to - and have some really positive people in my life.
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HUGS BAMBAM!!! I\'m with you!!! Same situation here, wondering if it is worth it!You have a friend here that is ridding the emotional rollercoaster too! Like you , I want to get off too! AS of now I am staying put. Don\'t know what else to do! Hope everything gets better for you soon. Happy to hear that your brother wil be there to help you! One day at a time. It will get better! Take care my friend, Here if you need me. TTYS.