cryingwithu

I haven't written in my journal for quite some time now, life has just been too busy. A lot has happened in my life since my last entry. My mother has been very sick has been in & out of the...

Well, I haven't written in my journal for a while. Not since I got my BFN, I've still been going on the site off and on, trying to offer my DS sisters support when I'm on the site. I met some really...

I'm back again. After I got my call from RE's office telling me my IVF was a BFN I decided to go to the gym. Now don't get the wrong idea, it's not like I go to the gym all the time and I'm Buffy the...

Yesterday was wonderful for me, no stressing. I went through the whole day without feeling like I was about to lose it. I really felt at peace. My DH was losing it because today was the end of our...

Ok, so yesterday I was sooooo freaking out and nervous and just basically losing my mind I even posted a topic on the discussion board yesterday asking if anyone knew if my symptoms were only caused...

My 2WW will end on Friday and I'm praying to God that it will end with a BFP!!!! I don't have any symptoms that I can't say that I know is not caused by hormones. For example, I've been having some...

Well, I finally had a day where I didn't think about beta tests the entire day. My DH took me out Saturday and I had a wonderful time and it really took my mind off the 2WW. I went and spent some...

I officially have 7 more days to wait, Yay!!I'm being sarcastic. This waiting is driving me crazy. I'm sooo moody and probably not the nicest person to be around at times. I was pretty mean to DH...

This 2WW is driving me crazy. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can't seem to focus on anything other than the wait. I'm so torn inside and afraid. I want to believe that I am pregnant,...

Well, I'm in my 2WW and it's driving me crazy. Today I started my Vivelle patches, my hips are sore from Progestrone injections every night. I'm also running out of places on my stomach that's not...

I went for my transfer on Saturday morning and I've been on bedrest since then. Today is my first day really up and out of the bed. My DH saw to me sticking to the bedrest. He was great about it,...

Well I go back to work today but my mind is still stuck over at the lab wondering how my four embryos are doing. I won't know anything until Saturday morning. This waiting is driving me crazy!!! I'm...

I went to my retrieval yesterday and I had 9 eggs. I know they always tell you that everything will not fertilize, but I was hoping that they all would so that I could have some eggs to put back....

My 2WW will end on Friday and I'm praying to God that it will end with a BFP!!!! I don't have any symptoms that I can't say that I know is not caused by hormones. For example, I've been having some...

Well, I finally had a day where I didn't think about beta tests the entire day. My DH took me out Saturday and I had a wonderful time and it really took my mind off the 2WW. I went and spent some...