My 2WW will end on Friday and I'm praying to God that it will end with a BFP!!!! I don't have any symptoms that I can't say that I know is not caused by hormones. For example, I've been having some cramping off and on, my lower back hurts from time to time, my breasts are extremely sore and my nipples burn sometimes when they are against my bra. My areolas are darker and those little bumps around the nipples are more noticeable. I'm always sleepy and extremely moody. I've cried so much these last few days, I'm sick of seeing me cry But I believe all of this could be caused by the hormones that I am taking. I have to wear two Estrogen patches that I change every three days, and I get a progesterone shot IM every night. I haven't noticed any implantation bleeding and I should be beyond that point by now. I don't want to trick myself by believing that these symptoms are anything more than the hormones. I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL FRIDAY!!!! I JUST WANT TO KNOW ONE WAY OR THE OTHER!!! It sure is hard to try to stay positive, and it sure is hard to notice these changes occurring in my body and not be able to believe it's finally happening for me. I don't know if I had these symptoms last time I did IVF because it resulted in a BFN and I pretty much shut that whole thing out of my brain. When I got the call from RE that it was BFN I threw away the IVF calendar and any other paper work they had given me. I even tore up the sonogram they give you on the transfer day. The only thing I can remember is that my boobs were pretty sore and that's it. The rest of that cycle is a blur. God I am hoping that you will let this be my time, I so badly want to have faith and just believe that it is my time, but I am also human and I can't forget how things ended last time. I have no choice but to put this situation in God's hands and hope that He will be with me no matter what.
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