Well, I finally had a day where I didn't think about beta tests the entire day. My DH took me out Saturday and I had a wonderful time and it really took my mind off the 2WW. I went and spent some time with my sisters too, who by the way don't know. Whenver people tell me that someone I know is pregnant I usually get a little pissed or jealous, no matter how hard I try not to feel that way, but I've noticed that whenever I see someone with a BFP on this site I am actually happy for them for real. I don't know if it's because I feel their pain or I feel like they have been through alot to get a BFP and they deserve it. It never bothers me not one little bit when I see BFP listings on this site. It actually makes me a little more hopeful for my situation.