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Status: I believe in the sun even when its not shining. i believe in love even when im not feeling it. i believe in god even when he is silent.
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this is horrible, i feel like i'm dieing i'm just so sad. and i hate feeling like this, its so wrong. i hate being in a bad mood. i just want to be happy again...........why why why cant i controll...
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lets see so its wat.....april 19th? so that means 4 more days right, 4 more till april 23. god damn i dont think i'm strong enough to deal with that day agin, i'm so tired, i'm so ready to just...
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i went to the doctors today. had an appointment to see if i could get a referal to see a theripist. i'm still not sure how i feel about it though. the appointment was a lot harder than i thought it...
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i feel so tired, all i could think about today was my mom and her last episode. it was so scary. my parents are divorced so when my mom has a manic episode i'm the only one home to deal with it in...
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i'm so confused, about idk everything i guess. mostly my mom and mostly her diagnosis, which i only just found out about a year ago. which seems dumb to me since i've been the one whos had to deal...
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so April 23 came and it went and i still have no idea what to think or feel, the actual day turned out really diffrent from what i was expecting. when i woke up i was entirly expecting to feel the...
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this is horrible, i feel like i'm dieing i'm just so sad. and i hate feeling like this, its so wrong. i hate being in a bad mood. i just want to be happy again...........why why why cant i controll...
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lets see so its wat.....april 19th? so that means 4 more days right, 4 more till april 23. god damn i dont think i'm strong enough to deal with that day agin, i'm so tired, i'm so ready to just...
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i went to the doctors today. had an appointment to see if i could get a referal to see a theripist. i'm still not sure how i feel about it though. the appointment was a lot harder than i thought it...
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i feel so tired, all i could think about today was my mom and her last episode. it was so scary. my parents are divorced so when my mom has a manic episode i'm the only one home to deal with it in...
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i'm so confused, about idk everything i guess. mostly my mom and mostly her diagnosis, which i only just found out about a year ago. which seems dumb to me since i've been the one whos had to deal...
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How many times will I write a new poem?In search for my one shred of peace Put a bullet to your head, now you are deadLeaving children, a wife, and a whole world to grieveLife is so cruel, this you...
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Today was insanly frustrating for me, productive, but god im not doing very well with keeping my paticients with my mom. but i just cant help it sometimes, she drives me crazy. so today i finaly had...
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LIFE IS SO WEIRD. i dont even know the words to describe what im feelng righ now. confusion i guess?? yeah lots of confusion theres more guy trouble now when is there not... god ima stupid girl...
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Look At Me!! I sit here watching my world burnAs a snake coils its self around my thoughtsWaiting for the first vague reference To the dismal side of our nonexistence So it can lash out at those...
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