A month today

Yesterday  we scattered dad's ashes at the cremetorium in a woodland area it was full of daffodil's that is where my grandad is so father and son back togther.It was a lovely sunny day but the hardest thing was when we had to lay our roses i just could'nt do it .It meant to me it was finally over.I know it was just a shell and dad is with us in spirit but it was hard to think that was all that was left of my dad.The only perfect man in my world.Istill can't believe he's not here.It's a month to date today and in some ways it seem's it's been a long time.I hate all these emotions ijust don't know what to do at times.I will try and stay strong as thats what dad would have wantedbut i feel like a little girl thats losted her favorite teddy.Does that make sense? Love you loads dad xxx