Eight Weeks

Eight weeks today and i feel numb.Dad wanted me to have his onyx ring as it was brought for him for his 21st by my nan and grandad,it had a bit of a chip out of it but i wore it till last night.I'd had it on since it came off of dad i new i couldn't keep it on but i was not ready to take it off.Well i've caught it a couple of times so i made a date which was ysterday and i managed to do it.It's now in a box wih both my grandad's rings.I know that if i feel really down i can go and put it on just to feel close.I still can't believe this has happened it's awful.Today it's lovely and bright dad  would have been out in his shorts pottering in the garden soaking up the sun he only had to be out there for a short time and he would have a lovely tan.Dad love you  always Sue xxxxxxxxxxxx