stepheniee
Status: My cat of 18 years died this week of Liver cancer. I had not choice but to put his needs above my own. So very very painful!!
About Me
I have been depressed since I was 3. Abuse of every sort seems to be the cause of it. I also have a whooping case of PTSD from experiences of my childhood and an abusive marriage. Starting in my teens I started having pain in my back, shoulders, hips and legs. All of which I attributed to my constant activity. 2 years ago I found out that it wasn\'t the activity, it was Ankylosing Spondylitis which has been progressing untreated for many many years. My son is an addict and a sociopath. My brother, father, and paternal grandmother sociopaths also. Sooooo, life has not been exactly idyllic .Despite that, I have been successful professionally and can usually I have had enough therapy to know a lot of the answers however doing it is sometimes insurmountable for me. Chronic pain wears me down
Activity
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stepheniee became friends with pg13.
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stepheniee became friends with bellanomore.
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stepheniee commented on the discussion I.AM.DONE....
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stepheniee commented on the discussion Just caught a break.
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stepheniee commented on cottontail's journal I think that i am going to lose them
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stepheniee commented on the discussion New to Group.
Journals
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Alms to GradyI found out Tuesday that my best friend and cat of 18 years had Liver cancer. To quote the doctor," there are... -
Went to church this morning. I really needed it. Spent the morning praying and crying. My neck, shoulders,... -
Spent the day...I have so little endurance and the capability for activity before I crash and burn. Today was crash and burn...