Well today may not have started well but it was okay. I still hurt and feel a little sad but not as alone. I had a few people reach out on here and I connected with a couple people today. A good friend that moved away called me today and will be coming in town this weekend. I also told him of the low I have been going through. I am not alone but I have to reach out because yes I can fall off the face of the earth if I stop reaching out. I do feel better but I still feel like crying and I still wish I could cry when I hurt. I guess all in time.My therapist said I should journel more, I have the last couple days.