From the Recent Past
I received an e-mail and several texts from one of my "regular" men I had sex with for company... It was a bit alarming as I am working so hard to cut off that behavior pattern... In all honesty, I wanted to respond and make a "date" with him... I kept his e-mail for about 45 minutes and re-read it, sensing the "desperation" in his tone of writing... When he messaged me twice so quickly, it was obvious it was just a sudden impulse to engage with me, and I was led to wonder how many others he had done the same with... I chose to not respond and deleted all of his information... I am grateful I didn't fall into the trap... It was a bit of a battle, but I held strong through it and thought of my goals and all of you...
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Good step in starting a new and doing good for yourself(because you deserve better) is \"ignore\" \"block\" his attempts of contact and don\'t answer the door if he comes around, You will slip up on occasion,but there is always a new minute to do right again.
Thank you for the encouragement... Truly... I received another e-mail from another one... This is guy is married... I never slept with him, though... I brushed him off also... It\'s odd... I\'m working on changing my life, but that doesn\'t always life is working with me while trying to change it... LOL! I hope you are well and life is treating you kindly...
Can you change your number and email? If not, perhaps create a second email and start moving your friends over to it, so you can finally shut down or ignore your original email. I would find it difficult to not \"just look\". I wish you the best.
Stand strong!