Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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- Today is Mothers Day. For many people that means flowers and handmade cards and brunches and hugs and laughter. It means celebration and gratitude and rejoicing.But for some it just means tears.For many moms and adult children out there, this day is...
- So both my maternal grandparents had alzheimers. I know this makes my mother at higher risk so maybe I watch her too closely, but it also means I have seen the signs before.For several years now I have noticed what I consider early signs.We are a...
- So I checked this board every day for months. As my second son prepared to move out I did not handle things at all well. Once he was gone I was constantly depressed and had panic attacks frequently. Then in Sept my son's fianc moved in with...
- I am feeling blue today as I am watching people post all over facebook mourning my father in law who passed away 2 years ago today.I have lost my grandparents and my father and did not grieve much for any of them. In say a few days to a week I was...
- Does stupid stuff weigh you down?I am having just a crappy weekend and some much more serious stuff is hurting and I look out the window and almost burst into tears because it is December 14th and we don't have any snow.How dumb is that? Why do...
- I am struggling with whether DS is helping me or not.There are times I think it deepens the depression.There are two groups I feel very drawn too and there are very few posts on them. Maybe 2-3 a week. Makes me feel like very few people have the...
- I have an 18 year old son who says he won't get a job. I don't know what to do. How do I kick out my baby, when I know he has no where to go and no money? He gets angry at me every time I bring it up and won't talk to me for hours. He looks at...
- So do any of you have a time when you miss your kids the most?I have two. One is at bedtime. I miss telling them good night so much. Not having them asleep and safe in their rooms is hard.The other is at church. I'm not sure why, but it is so so...
- I watch so many people wave their kids off and they are a bit sad, but nothing overwhelming and the feeling fades and in a few months they are enjoying their new found freedom.I seem to be stuck in an endless sadness. I would like to say things got...
- I want so badly to focus on what I do have. Mostly I post the negatives on here, when I am sad, lonely, hurt...I saw another post on here from a sweet moment and so thought I should share mine.Three years ago my oldest son told me if he had a...
- It is the 4th of July and I am sad. Does anyone else feel blue on the holidays?I have one child left at home, but he is kind of blah about everything. Not sure if it is just because his brothers are gone and it has sucked the fun out of everything...
- My middle son was always a problem. A whirling destructive force we frequently nicknamed the Tazmanian Devil after the Bugs Bunny cartoon. He could undo all child safety equipment and had no fear of anything. Spanking just caused him to get...
- I know this can be a tough one for us. I hope all of you were visited or called by your children. That you got the opportunity to feel loved. If not I hope you called them all up and told them they were ungrateful brats who didn't deserve a...
- I wonder if I am being fair. I get hurt so many times because I try to smile and get through the day. I try to be easy going and get along with everyone and end up being a patsy and resenting them for not doing what I want or need. I don't know if...
- So sad today as I am not going to see my son on his birthday. He was going out with his girlfriend and I was ok until I found out they are going to be here. I mean blocks away at my son's favorite restaurant that we always take him to. I...