feeling a little bit better.

i feel a little bit better today.
dont get me wrong i still feel really depressed, tired and poorly but somethings making me push through today.
somethings making me want too live, and i have no idea what it is.
he took my innocence of me, he made my life hell. he hurt me so much, dented my pride and robbed me of my childhood.
am i really gonna let him rob me of my teenage years?
im better than him, and so much stronger.
i have met some amazing friends on this site over the past two years, and i really appreciate everything that you have all done for me, youve been my rock, and also some of you have been my best friends.
ive had mixed emotions over people on this site, confusion, anger, love, lust.
ive had many many feelings...
im gonna delete my account on this site.
not because i want too, not because any of you have done anything wrong, or have upset me.
its because my problems are putting strain on everyone else, and thats not fair.
xx