Alphonsus

Do you ever get the feeling that your scale is just picking a weight out of the air at random sometimes?  I've been a little more careful watching my weight, but 2 pounds in 1 day?  Come on!  I...

Well, I saw my doctor today, and he is convinced beyond resonable doubt that my wife is very borderline.  Every description that I've given of her merely reinforces the diagnoses in his...

Well, I had a mediocre day.  I'm in kind of a new place now.  I'm seeing my wife more for where she is and for how I respond to her, and I've been reacting emotionally again.  That isn't going to...

Warning: this is a trigger post.  If you are very upset about a death in your family you should not read this.  This is an excerpt from a book that I wrote but never got published.  The events are...

I had a great night with my 11 year old daughter.  We went to a Mexican restaurant and then to a craft store.  She talked about Hannah Montanna all evening...what is it about these pre-teens and...

Brief post tonight because I'm somewhat inebriated and very tired.  I've been in a good mood today.  I've downgraded myself from excellent to good because I'm too tired to maintain excellent right...

My God, why do I do this? I spent too much time at work on this site, and I come on tonight to find even more disaster has befallen.  Sometimes I see -- no, I feel -- the right words to say.  And...

A day in which I felt productive and actually enjoyed myself, for the most part.  I got stuff done around the house, I got stuff done in Second Life.  My wife was with me all day and was somewhat...

I'm feeling a bit blue right now for no readily apparent reason.  Just a little tired, I guess.  I made a to-do list today and am working on it.  xcchicka has been in a bad place and I think...

Weight seems to be stuck right now.  I may need to throw excersice into the mix.

My wife had a good day yesterday, which seems to automatically translate into a good day for me.  Is this codependency?  I have to admit that I never really understood that concept.  It seems we...

Better mood today.  Me and the wife had a great dinner last night...  Ummm... a bit too great.  We ate too much and ended up laying side by side trying to keep from throwing up.  But I've had...

Sigh.  I'm tired again, and the wife has no intention of letting me sleep.  Manic, and eating her dinner that she made me go out to get for her at 11:30 on the bed.  I can't think.  She's talking...

Bickering again.  I am resisting with all my strength the urge to play mediator.  Absolutely no good will come of it.  I just hate it when people yell.  Even in their posts. Exhuausted.  Stayed...