Sigh.  I'm tired again, and the wife has no intention of letting me sleep.  Manic, and eating her dinner that she made me go out to get for her at 11:30 on the bed.  I can't think.  She's talking about everything.  And she's shouting in her talking.  Not angry, but LOUD. I'm so tired.  I can't respond to her intellegently.  I just want her to stop and let me sleep.  So now she's asking why I'm not paying total attention to her and why I'm so tired.  I'm tired because she's kept me up 3 nights in a row.  She's asking questions that I don't have answers for under the best of circumstances. I had a shit day at work.  This valentines day has sucked.  My wife ignored me.  I expected it, but one always hopes.  We haven't had relations in 4 or 5 months now.  She tries to keep me from befriending other people or paying attention to anyone other than her.  It's killing me.  I can't keep doing this.  Something needs to change. I won't go to sleep, but I'm too tired to keep writing.  She won't let me sleep.  My tomorrow will suck too.  I want  to cry so badly.  Far too numb. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!! Good night.  Woe as me.  Pity party.  Don't rip my head off, please.