Alphonsus

So, how does one go about summarizing a week in two different European countries with a tour group and a highly unstable bi-polar wife? I am left with a wash of experiences and emotions dimmed by as...

I survived my trip to Belgium and Amsterdam.  It was one of the most confusing, happy, depressing, dull, and embarassing time of my life. The first question the reader will want to have answered...

She's been crying, yelling, shouting that she doesn't want to go.  Then she's fine. This is destroying me.  My head is so messed up right now.  I can't think.  How the hell am I supposed to pul...

She doesn't want to go.  A week overseas.  The trip of a lifetime.  She doesn't want to go. She must have said it about 50 times.  I keep nodding and saying "I know."  She has all these...

Well, it's going to be a busy day, but it should be a good one.  Have to get ready for our trip and I have to drive all over creation this morning and clean the house and pack and call doctors and...

Wow!  I fell asleep at 8:30 last night.  11.5 hours!  Guess I needed it, because I woke up with a smile on my face. My wife, unfortunately, is not doing as well.  We're supposed to leave for...

I'm feeling much better this morning.  Not great, but almost anything had to be much better than my mood last night.  Word to the wise, never trust or believe the words you say to yourself more...

So, I'm in a bad mood again tonight. And I'm too tired again to find my way out. My wife calls me bad things, and in one part of my head I know she's right.  In another part I know that she's...

I'm feeling a little better today, but am much to tired to explain why.  Good night.

I've been more depressed than than this before in my life, but there is something different about this time.  I've just been feeling black and I've been unable to drag myself up. No energy.  I'm...

Today should REALLY be Friday going into Saturday.  Another work day to go through just isn't fair.  I've done good so far at work this week.  I don't want to have another day were I can possibly...

My weight took another small dip yesterday and stayed there today.  The weight loss if going SOOO freakin' slow this time.  I find it amazing that my weight can stay exactly the same for days at a...

Well, my work day went well, but my wife is more back to her normal self.  She was doing the paranoid attack thing when I got home again.  She got better as the evening wore on, but I got a little...

A seriously weird day today.  Nothing went wrong!  What's up with that??? Work went well, I was productive and busy and kept my crap together.  I had dinner with my daughter, and my wife and...

Can't get a journal entry to publish.  Don't have time, so I'm just going to forget it for today.  Not much to say, anyway.