A day in which I felt productive and actually enjoyed myself, for the most part.  I got stuff done around the house, I got stuff done in Second Life.  My wife was with me all day and was somewhat manic, but I was able to enjoy her with the help of my savior, Klonopin.  I don't know why so many people are so anti-drug.  If it weren't for this one medication I know that my wife and I would likely be seperated by now--not that I don't love her, but that I couldn't tollerate to be around her. My friend xcchicka seems too be doing better.  I gave her constant updates today as to my accomplishments.  She knows me pretty well, so I'm going to stick to her as my update giver from now on.  Others like to kick, but she wants to make sure I'm working.  I can feel the importance to her.  It feels good. I popped in once or twice to the forums, and my two cents in here and there, but I mostly stayed out.  Too many other things to do.  I'm trying not to feel guilty, but it's part of my nature to take the trouble of others onto my own shoulders.  I have to have the strength to walk on my own while they are up there, however.  So, fix thyself first. I feel real huggy tonight.  Hugs to everyone who reads this.  Hugs to everyone who wants to read it but don't.  Hugs to everyone who would enjoy reading this if they only knew about it.  Hugs to my wife, who needs them the most.  Safe paths, everyone.