Alphonsus

My wife left me for another man.No, that is not what I'm supposed to say.  I'm supposed to say that we agreed on a trial separation and that she is traveling to be with friends and family.Which is...

Way too tired to type or even think straight.  I can't stop yawning.  I'm wondering if sleep might be a good solution to these problems.  We shall find out. 

Sigh.  What would it take to make me feel alive again? I mean, yes, there are moments when I feel alive and worthwhile.  But those are few and far between these days.  I remember when I had...

WTF!  I'm in a good mood.  Who'd a thunk it? I'm starting to feel more like myself again, whatever that means.  I need to tap into my creative side again and be more social.  I'm sick of hiding...

I am genuinely forcing myself to write this, as I don't feel impelled to say anything.  There is nothing on my mind that I want brought either to my own or anyone else's attention.  But I feel I...

Just a general update, sans purple prose or rhyming claptrap. My life has not been going too bad in general.  My boss has been riding me hard, but I think that this is something I need as I'm...

I remember growing older I remember ages five to ten I remember being slapped on playgrounds Walking and never knowing when       they would come Never a place to run   It's what all the...

My mood has been alarmingly stable of late.  It has to be the Abilify that is making the difference.  More in control. More confident.  Less numb.  More motivated.  This can all only be a good...

Tired but in a good mood.  Muscles sore from excercise. The Abilify is definately making a difference.  I can't remember ever feeling quite like this. Not sleeping quite as well with it.  Oh...

Not sure.  Does exhausted count as a mood. ;) It's been a very laborious Labor Day weekend.  I'm actually rather proud of all that I managed to accomplish.  I started building a workbench,...

My mood, basically, sucks.

Just thinking of the way I felt between, say, seventh grade and the completion of my undergraduate years of college.  It says something that this song still resonates so deeply with me.  There's...

I remember being young and full of youth and spriteAnd every day I woke up and burst out to the lightAnd all my dreams and complex schemes to stand on top the worldAnd every thought a new soul bought...

What the hell is wrong with me? , or Is it reallynot so much myself as it is the nature of society?  Society is structured in such a way that I don't "fit?" I look around and it doesn't seem as if...

It took 9 minutes for my computer at work to boot up this morning. I spent those 9 minutes staring at the screen. 9 minutes. It takes about 9 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the...