In the pit

I've been more depressed than than this before in my life, but there is something different about this time.  I've just been feeling black and I've been unable to drag myself up. No energy.  I'm getting a lot done at work, and that leaves with no me time at work.  I'm busy every night at home, and that leaves me with no me time at home.  When I have quiet time, I have to use every minute trying to get the house back in order or my wife will make my life hell.  I'm sinking, and nothing is bringing me joy at the moment. Too much happening.  No place to escape.  Story of my life.  I just want time away from the world for a while.  Give me a week of me time, and leave me alone.  I'm crashing. Numb and depressed.  I feel like someone is about to stab me.  It's too freakin' hot.  I can't seem to make myself think rationally.  Teeth clenching.  Damn I hate being broken. So tired.