MyMiniMonk

Jonathan is seeing a DAN! doctor today (Defeat Autism Now!).  It took a while to get an appointment.  My parents are paying for it since I cannot afford it.I don't know what to expect, but...

How did things get this way?  I just keep finding myself asking what I did wrong and when.  I know- I can't be blamed for his actions.  But what else am I supposed to think??  It doesn't make any...

A few weeks ago, a woman was walking her dog in a park not too far from my hometown of Cleveland, Ohio.  A man smashed her head with a 20 pound (yes, 20 pound) rock and left her for dead, and stole...

He's STILL calling me names, so I snapped back at him and said something really hurtful- and I'M the BAD one.  Sooooo... While out for a drive to clear my head, I began thinking about what I REALLY...

I hate him.  Most days I wish he was dead.  All that matters to him is his porn and this game called Runescape.  I hate him for all the pain he's put me through.  I hate him for always hurting...

Jonathan's last day of school is June 3rd.  So, with all that's been going on in my marriage, and with him not willing to stop with the porn, I think I am going to try to leave again.  Notice I...

Su Wong marries Lee Wong. The next year, the Wongs have a new baby.The nurse brings over a lovely, healthy, bouncy, but definitely a Caucasian, WHITE baby boy.'Congratulations,' says the nurse to the...

I never believe anything anymore.  If someone's nice to me, there's something in it for them.  Everyone lies.  Everyone cheats.  Everyone steps on everyone else.  I wish I was 18 and stupid...

How do you commit suicide without having it effect your child???  I love Jonathan, but at the moment I am resenting him because I have to keep on living for him.I even went as far as writing a...

What Religion is Your Bra?     A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife." "What type of...

I'm sorry that I haven't kept up with anyone's journals lately.  Jonathan and I have both been very sick.  I didn't forget about anyone though.  I think of all of my friends here on DS everyday,...

With the exception of DS, I rarely have anyone to talk to who understands my life.  My sister-in-law, Liz, called today just to talk.  She's a stay-at-home mom too, and she feels isolated and alone...

In case anyone's interested, I found this on Webmd.  http://www.webmd.com/brain/autism/searching-for-answers/vaccines-autism

Subject: Newspaper adsFREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER..8 years old. Hateful little bastard. Bites!FREE PUPPIES1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog.FREE PUPPIES.Mother, AKC German Shepherd.Father,...

I was looking through some old picture cd's I had, and I found the pics of my kitty when he was a kitten.  I just thought they were cute, so I put them up.   He's grown so much since we got him...