Hate

I hate him.  Most days I wish he was dead.  All that matters to him is his porn and this game called Runescape.  I hate him for all the pain he's put me through.  I hate him for always hurting me.  I hate him for treating like shit.  I hate him for ignoring me.  I hate him for beating me until I'm soaked in blood.  I hate him for hurting my feelings over and over and over and over and over again.  I hate him for putting everything first.I hate him because he is an abusive fucking prick.  I hate him.  I hate him.  I hate him.  I wish he was rotting in the ground.  I hate him for all he has done to me.  I hate being the abused housewife.  I want him to leave and never come back.  I want him to go back to the shitty fucking place he crawled out of and to never come back.He has me wanting to die.  He has me about to commit suicide every day.  He tells me I'm worthless, but I'm beginning to think HE is.  No one wants him- not even his own family.  What a fucking piece of shit loser!