Bethers

About Me

well not to good a describing myself since I tend not to think highly of myself. I live in Minnesota had a boyfriend but not so sure about that anymore since I let my insecurities get the best of my and pushed him so far that he packed up and moved out. I feel so sad and alone most of the time. I have been taking an anti-depressant but not so sure it works that well for me. I am also overweight and have PCOS. I have no children and only my mother, and am pretty lacking in the friend department. I do know alot of people and they always say nice things to me but I don\'t really feel like anybody likes me, I think I have too many walls. I don\'t know what to do I am so tired of this life, I sometimes wish I wouldn\'t wake up although the thought of death scares the crap out of me. so I could prob complain about myself some more but I think that is enough for now since I am about to cry.