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I still feel really lonely today but I am doing better at talking to a few people. I really am struggling with some things

This used to feel like a haven. I've made it into something I dread coming to. I just want to support others and feel their support. I will give it a week and try my best and then go if it is not...

I saw my brother today and we had a really good talk. He went through the same childhood I did with a few differences since I'm female. The abuse was there , though in other forms. It all amounted to...

Wonder has gone, replaced With regret, and I miss it Miss the little surprises Happy sparkles Unbridled glee Captive joy If I promised to give you all Will you give me one day No fear, lights...

Today I was frustrated with my teenage son. I've been too easy on him lately I think. He's become a little lazy and when I got home from a quick errand, literally less than 30 minutes, there were 3...

It seems like you know what path you are on, you are just moving along, and suddenly Wham! Every insecurity, every fear, all thrown at you all at once. And I'm failing, falling, not even trying,...

In my kitchen thinking I'm somebody, my niche, baking gingerbread and realize I am nothing

What is wrong with me? Even here I am no one, everywhere I am so small. no one, nothing, yet I try to give up and someone says don't...they they are gone again. I don't get it.

Thank you to those that send me messages and I really do appreciate it. I feel a little better today because yestetrday I messed it up so badly. I was panicked and weird and wasted the day really...

I'm having a panic attack. I don't know what brought it on. I started snapping at the kids, and just being mean to the husband for no apparrent reason. Well I didn't like how he was talking to me but...

Yesterday was a little better than the day before. I think because I am talking about it again. Even though I don't talk about the problem offline, it is cathartic when I admit I have a problem here,...

In my kitchen thinking I'm somebody, my niche, baking gingerbread and realize I am nothing

What is wrong with me? Even here I am no one, everywhere I am so small. no one, nothing, yet I try to give up and someone says don't...they they are gone again. I don't get it.

Thank you to those that send me messages and I really do appreciate it. I feel a little better today because yestetrday I messed it up so badly. I was panicked and weird and wasted the day really...

I'm having a panic attack. I don't know what brought it on. I started snapping at the kids, and just being mean to the husband for no apparrent reason. Well I didn't like how he was talking to me but...