Tired of being sick
Today I am tired of not feeling well. It seems like it has been a month straight. Last weekend I had a three day doozy of a migraine. I kept telling myself that it was only temporary and that once it was gone I would feel like a million dollars. Well, I did have one day, and then I caught a cold/sore throat. The good new is that today I am pooped out for a normal reason. I actually am glad I just don't feel terrible because of MS fatigue. And I want to feel good so I can continue to strengthen my body physically. This week I only worked out once. I try for two or three days a week. I really want to strengthen my core so I have better control over the muscles that still work normally. Despite being sick I am in good spirits. I love my job, my family, my husband and God. Last night I was telling God how angry this disease makes me and it just feels so unfair. I know he will use it for a greater good, and waiting to find the good is hard for an impatient person.