3-5-07
I always said "If I had a house I'd keep it clean....well i do now and is it clean? NO! I had "plans " to clean this weekend but Monday comes and really nothings done. dishes not watched, bedroom bathrooms not cleaned, carpet not vaccuuumumed. Whats wrong with me. I needed to go to Albertsons tonight to do some things. I need to get my step mom rent, take back a video, develop pics, but i didnt...i dont care too! And its not that im depressed....Im not and have no reason to be but come on girl.....Get it together....count your blessings....I dont know what i need. Maybe my pdoc will know something i dont. I see her on wed....in the meantime anyone reading this please encourage me to not put things off....too keep a clean house appearance. to care about my very existence....just a nudge nuge in the right direction....it will make all the differerence.
I always said "If I had a house I'd keep it clean....well i do now and is it clean? NO! I had "plans " to clean this weekend but Monday comes and really nothings done. dishes not watched, bedroom bathrooms not cleaned, carpet not vaccuuumumed. Whats wrong with me. I needed to go to Albertsons tonight to do some things. I need to get my step mom rent, take back a video, develop pics, but i didnt...i dont care too! And its not that im depressed....Im not and have no reason to be but come on girl.....Get it together....count your blessings....I dont know what i need. Maybe my pdoc will know something i dont. I see her on wed....in the meantime anyone reading this please encourage me to not put things off....too keep a clean house appearance. to care about my very existence....just a nudge nuge in the right direction....it will make all the differerence.
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Get to work chickie!..but don\'t be too hard on yourself. I didn\'t do anything I was supposed to do either...
ITS ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT REMINDS ME I\'M BIPOLAR. NO REASON JUST DONT WANT TO CLEAN DON\'T WANT TO SHOWER, JUST WANT TO VEG AND DON\'T WANT TO DO THAT EITHER. I WANT TO DO S*** JUST DON\'T KNOW HOW. YOU ARE NOT ALONE THATS FOR SURE. TIM
I feel like that almost everyday, so don\'t worry this mood will pass! You\'re a go getter and I know things will get done in a hurry. It makes me feel good to know I\'m not the only one who has days like that. So chop chop! ;-)