02-25-07 9:00pm
wow! its been a little while since i wrote any thoughts down. Its sunday night. I have a job now im working in an elementery school in 1st grade. work is good people are nice. i feel welcomed. But i cant help wondering if they knew the real me that i am bipolar would they feel so warm to me so apt to let me care for kids? I wonder.
I can finallly do the things ive been wanting to do like get my hair cut, nails done it will feel good to do these things.
Ive been working overtime trying to find a mate on sites like match and im wondering if im trying too hard. Maybe i should just sit back and let God make it all happen.
So in a nut shell no problems to report, my energy did get better ive been taking vitamins like their going out of production. Life is too short to waddle in crap. My antidepreseeent must be working. I hope i can stay well and watch this new life enfold.
wow! its been a little while since i wrote any thoughts down. Its sunday night. I have a job now im working in an elementery school in 1st grade. work is good people are nice. i feel welcomed. But i cant help wondering if they knew the real me that i am bipolar would they feel so warm to me so apt to let me care for kids? I wonder.
I can finallly do the things ive been wanting to do like get my hair cut, nails done it will feel good to do these things.
Ive been working overtime trying to find a mate on sites like match and im wondering if im trying too hard. Maybe i should just sit back and let God make it all happen.
So in a nut shell no problems to report, my energy did get better ive been taking vitamins like their going out of production. Life is too short to waddle in crap. My antidepreseeent must be working. I hope i can stay well and watch this new life enfold.
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It sounds like you are doing well! I am so glad to hear that. Stay focused and keep positive. Just be careful with those dating sites, most of the men are liars...and you just because your bipolar does not mean your anything less. your a wonderful person! thank you for you kind words.
\"Life is too short to waddle in crap.\" I love it! I need a coffee mug that says that! As for the searching for a mate thing, just trust the Lord. Sometimes He uses those dating sites, but sometimes He just works miracles. I agree with Pursuit, though. Watch out for the liars. You know, one thing I\'ve learned about being Mark\'s friend & making friends on this site, is that bipolars are much harder on themselves than the rest of the world (generally speaking, of course). Most of the world thinks that bipolar just means sometimes happy, sometimes sad. They have no idea what hell you precious people go through. Just remember that you might FEEL unstable on the inside, but you\'re more grounded than most people our age. I\'m glad you got that job!
Michelle it is so good to hear that you are getting out of the rut you have been in. I envy you..I\'ve been waddling in crap too long now! I agree with \"lifeisart\" I need a mug!lol. Let me know your hours and days off and we can start planning that lunch. I may need a little time for my ankle to recover but I\"m anxious to get out in this beautiful weather!
Everyone gets a mug with my new saying!!!!!!:0)