2/14/07 Well another day go by......
didnt do much today....ate slept computer, and tv ...all in that order. my doc said my thyroid is normal. But how can this be when my psych said it is at a dangerous level? damn! I am so fatigued i just want energy. Otherwise all is good. I tried to make it to the meeting but fell asleep instead of driving to Glendale. Oh well next week ill be in cali....if there is still a place for me to sleep there. We are selling my childhood home. Otherwise i will stay home. hmmm haw....life is soooo menial, boring right now. i need some exciting something. I sit and click on my e-mail 20 days hoping it will magically change the numbers in my inbox. my problem....im lonely and i havent gotten out of the funk yet or do i even know how? ill try to figure this out. a job would help. boyfriend, learn to cook, get my energy up. find new friends. damn...i want it all sooooo bad.