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I don't know what it is...but I can't help shake the feeling of "Oh crap" I have been feeling. I think that I have gotten used to being the woman who prayed for children and never got them and now...

So...In the grand tradition that is DS....I too am pleased to announce that we are having TWINS! !! I guess that beta numbers really don't matter when it comes to multiples. I am SUPER excited and...

I just felt like giving all my lovely ladies a hug today!!! I wish there was a mass hug button on here but I guess this will have to do. I just want to let all of you know how much I appreciate all...

Today....I am officially six weeks along and I cannot believe that it's real. I'm still peeing on HPT to see if it was all a mistake and that the strip will be negative this time...but nope. i still...

So funny story....one of my drs calls me today to congratulate me on being pregnant. He then asks me why I tested so early?!?!?! What??? You are the one who told me when to go test!!! So needless to...

Sooooo....after the long journey that is IF...countless shots...blood tests...ultrasounds...miles driven...we got our BFP!!! I am too excited! I'm glad my students are working on their finals because...

So here it is...day 7 and I have begun to "spot"...at least that's what I am hoping is all that it is. I am at working freaking out on the inside but I have to remain calm in front of my students....

So I am now on day three??? Not quite sure how the days work. My transfer was Monday so I guess I don't count that day. Anyhoo....I've been cramping for the last two days. Nothing major but...

Well...it's official...I am now PUPO!!! I can not believe we have finally gotten to this point. As I take a look back over everything that we have been through...its hard to fathom the journey up...

Whelp....I had my appointment today and RE has informed us that we are set to implant on Monday!! I should be excited...overjoyed...so why do I just feel like..."yahhhh...blah"?? I want to be...

On Wednesday I had my ultrasound...why are my ovaries still HUGE???? Not quite sure how things are going to go now. RE is not too concerned because he says they are not hormonally active...wtf does...

Ever since my retrieval earlier this month...I feel like I have been sitting on my hands. I know I go in for my baseline on Wednesday and my it was literally only 20 days ago that they took my...

I feel a little bad today....as I read through and see all the beautiful women get their long awaited BFPs...I can't help but feel a little sad and jealous. My transfer was put on hold and now I'm...

Well...I had my retrieval on Thursday. I had 17 eggs removed...7 were mature and only 3 fertilized. RE drained 80 follicles that were the cause of OHSS...yes I said 80!!!!!! I have been placed on...

So...went for what I thought would be my last ultrasound before my retrieval....lol....I was told that my ovaries were "jacked"...his exact words!! My ovaries are so large...they are kissing one...