Still can't believe it!!!
Today....I am officially six weeks along and I cannot believe that it's real. I'm still peeing on HPT to see if it was all a mistake and that the strip will be negative this time...but nope. i still get the magical plus sign!! I have an appointment with my RE on Monday and then one with my new OBGYN on Thursday. everyone around me is hoping and praying for twins but judging by the beta numbers I have seen here...I doubt it, but.....I wouldn't be opposed to it!!!
Apart of me is waiting on the doc to say..."oh sorry we made a mistake. You are not pregnant". I guess it's easier to believe the negative than the positive. I know that I'm pregnant but I don't think that it will hit me until I see them on the screen...and even then...I will have to hear the heart beating to know that it is real.
To all my DS sisters out there that are waiting on their BFP...please please don't give up hope! I can tell you that you have to search deep within yourself and find the strength you never thought you had to continue on this journey. I pray for ALL of my DS sisters!!!
happy new year!
Apart of me is waiting on the doc to say..."oh sorry we made a mistake. You are not pregnant". I guess it's easier to believe the negative than the positive. I know that I'm pregnant but I don't think that it will hit me until I see them on the screen...and even then...I will have to hear the heart beating to know that it is real.
To all my DS sisters out there that are waiting on their BFP...please please don't give up hope! I can tell you that you have to search deep within yourself and find the strength you never thought you had to continue on this journey. I pray for ALL of my DS sisters!!!
happy new year!
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I hear ya girl! We are on very similar schedules, and I still only half believe it too. Good luck at your appointments next week- can\'t wait to hear about them :)
Totally relate to this journal - I am 4 days ahead of you and although not doing HPT\'s, I still can\'t wait for the scan etc. to confirm it. I have been feeling very sick though - I guess that is a good sign and extremely tired too! Hope your appointments go well next week:-)
So very very happy for you! I know that feeling like it\'s too good to be true- I\'m right there with you on that (I\'m currently 7w5d). Our first ultrasound helped make it feel more \"real,\" but it\'s still hard to believe. I\'m working on my positive thinking A LOT! Wishing you all the best!!!
No one here would even question the attitude of waiting for the other shoe to drop. We\'ve all been there.
I\'ll be looking for your u/s journal update...and hopefully you\'ll post a pic!
I totally understand. I am trying to keep negative thoughts out but am afraid I will wake up to find this was all a dream or at my next appt (Monday) one or both heartbeats will be gone. Good luck next week!
BTW, I am exactly one week ahead of you so we are doing this together! :)
So understand thinking you will wake up from a dream. I keep all 16 HPT I did on my dresser and at least look at them once a day. It\'s scary and I\'m not sure when we\'ll feel safe but it\'s real and we have to try to enjoy it. I\'m sure things will look great on Monday.
Good luck.
Thanks ladies. I really needed to hear this. It looks like most of us are on the exact same schedule. I am praying for all of you!!!!
I still barely believe I\'m pregnant, but it\'s starting to sink in :-) I kept my six HPTS to remind myself, lol.
Can\'t believe you are already seeing your Obgyn, that\'s great! The ultrasound will definitely help things sink in.