Soooo Scared
So here it is...day 7 and I have begun to "spot"...at least that's what I am hoping is all that it is. I am at working freaking out on the inside but I have to remain calm in front of my students. All I want to do is crawl into a hole and die!! I know that I can not freak out just yet but I can't help it. I wanted this to work soo bad and I know that technically I don't officially find out until Wednesday but I don't "feel" pregnant. All I have had was cramps after cramps...I've done so much research and yes...cramping is normal...I don't feel "normal".
I know it was a stretch to believe that this would work on the first try...but I only made three good eggs...two were put back in and I was told that I had an 85% chance of it working with two...should have known that I would fall into that 15%. I know that it is too early for a pitty party and I know that this is the time to truly have faith....I just can't!!! I'm sooo happy for all my DS sisters who have their BFP...I just can't help to feel less than....
I have to find the strength to do this again...if this is truly aunt flo...I still have to go get tested on Wednesday...call the dr...wait at least 6 weeks before we can try again and hope that the one egg is the winner!!
Life sucks right now!!!!
I know it was a stretch to believe that this would work on the first try...but I only made three good eggs...two were put back in and I was told that I had an 85% chance of it working with two...should have known that I would fall into that 15%. I know that it is too early for a pitty party and I know that this is the time to truly have faith....I just can't!!! I'm sooo happy for all my DS sisters who have their BFP...I just can't help to feel less than....
I have to find the strength to do this again...if this is truly aunt flo...I still have to go get tested on Wednesday...call the dr...wait at least 6 weeks before we can try again and hope that the one egg is the winner!!
Life sucks right now!!!!
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Sending lots of positive thoughts your way fir Wednesday hun!!
Hang in there hun some women get implication spotting We have all be through so much with IF and its a huge struggle you found the strength to do it once you can find it if needed again.. baby dust and many prayers.. try and stay clam.. turned out stress was the cause of my IF
I just want you to kno that I did transfer on a Friday, and the Thursday after (exactly 7 days counting day of transfer) and I had pretty intense cramping and brown spotting. It turns out it was implantation bleeding. This could be a really good sign. Don\'t lose out hope yet!
I am sending my prayers your way. I know it is hard but you have to be positive and not add any more stress on yourself. As you researched cramping and spotting is normal and lots of women go with out having any symptoms. Stay positive an know that I am praying dr you.
I think it\'s implantation bleeding so I\'m staying positive for you. At this point you really wouldn\'t feel all that different. We\'ve had girls convinced on heta day they would get a bfn and be preggo with twins.
only a few more days.
Good luck.
Stay hopeful! I thought I was getting my period but it turned out to be implantation spotting and here I am pregnant. It could be the same for you! Thinking and hoping for you :)
I also had implantation spotting at about 5 days post transfer. I am holding out hope for you but I understand you wanting to be realistic. Thinking of you. Xoxo
I\'m sorry for your stress and worry. Hoping you get a BFP Wednesday but also being realistic. This is just a hard process. Hang in there.
Hang in there. Sending positive vibes your way!!!
It\'s too early to feel any symptoms, so that\'s not a good gauge even though we want to read into everything. Really hoping this is just implantation bleeding! Fingers crossed for you! Xo
Thanks guys!!! You don\'t know how much that means to me...even DH is saying the same thing...I am going to try my hardest and stay positive.
Luv you guys!!!!!!