Ray of sunshine....
Whelp....I had my appointment today and RE has informed us that we are set to implant on Monday!! I should be excited...overjoyed...so why do I just feel like..."yahhhh...blah"?? I want to be positive and upbeat but I can't muster up the excitement. I think DH is more excited than I am...lol. I've now become fearful...fear that I will go through all of this and nothing will come of it...I NEED to be positive and not let the doubt and fear overcome me!!!
In need of prayers and a high five or two!!
In need of prayers and a high five or two!!
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I\'ll say a prayer for you!! Wow that is so close - really hoping that this is it for you. I\'m definitley with you on trying to get excited and to say positive, I feel the same way and mine is less than 2 weeks away!
This journey is such a roller coaster and its exhausting to deal with the highs and the lows. I think its completely normal to protect ourselves from getting to excited, or to simply not know how to be excited because its such a hard road. There are plenty of other reasons that you likely feel blah but maybe just try to be cautiously optimistic for now....at least until you can muster up the energy to be excited! Until then your DS sisters will be excited for you!!! Woohoo Come on Monday!! Fingers toes and titties crossed that this is it for you!!
Yes, I think that excited feeling is also quite scary because once you have dealt with the disappointment, you know that is so real and so hard. I have my FET on Thursday so we are doing things around the same time. Good luck!
It\'s so hard after so many problems to be filled with fear. It can be ao scary to hope but you have to try. Your body is ready for this transfert that\'s great news.
Good luck.
Wow I\'m so excited for you!! I hate how IF makes us numb sometimes. But no worries, we will make up for it :)
Thanks guys!!! I really needed that. I\'m going to try and be optimistic just like my CaliCutie says!! lol Good luck on your FET Chimera...I will be praying for you as well and for you Jat...this Christmas...we ALL get a little something extra!!!
I know exactly how you feel. I was afraid to do IVF because it meant we were pulling out all the stops and what if it didn\'t work? But, also know that people go through this multiple times and it does work! Just have faith and take it one day (or minute) at a time. I will be thinking of you Monday!