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I had a dream I had a home with a mom and Andrew was there. we had beds with pillows and the mom was really nice and liked us. in the dream we were eating in the backyard, I was eating! I don't know...

I think I sleep to much but I'm tired all the time. I know its normal, some kind of normal. no more nose bleeds because I just needed some ffp and stay in the hospital overnight. Andrew came to see...

last night and today I don't feel horrible, I feel ok. weak and if I cough I feel like im going to die or my head explode but if I don't move I feel ok. I like Andrew, I'm glad he's here and I hope...

I keep forgeting what day it is. my social worker took me to the doctor and he adjusted the pump. he say he did it were I will probly feel funny for a day or 2 until I get use to the amount and hes...

had another bad dream about dad. I'm trying not to think about it but it keeps coming back to me so I try to think about something else but then it comes back again. I just want it to stop but it...

I feel like im going to throw up but thats not possable because I don't eat but I feel sick amd hurt but itchy has gone way. saw my social worker today. I was thinking she came to take me to another...

for 3 days I have sharp pain in my head and if I turn or lift my head it takes my breath way and get dizzy. I feel like a mess. a horrible, ugly, nothing mess. not much to write about. foster mom is...

I'm so itchy I'm going crazy.i keep itching my arm but it bleed. everything is itchy and I can't sleep. I did sleep but a bad dream woke me up. dad was drunk and I must done something wrong and I...

been in hospital for past week. things are getting worse fast. dr say eventualy I will sleep more and more amd is normal. nobody came to the hospital. didn't think any one would but I was hoping...

looks nice outside today, wish I could be out there. theres not as many birds here as there was at Johns. I was thinking about the time when all I wanted was to hang out with Taylor and his friends...

I don't think tired is a good word, is more than that. I'm so tired and I don't want to sleep because I have bad dreams but I'm so tired and everything hurts so bad. I don't want to just complane....

didn't sleep much last night because of pain and fever. hasn't gone over 102 because I've been watching it. don't have any liquid fever stuff and every time I closed move everything hurts and I'm...

I hurt so much today. I don't know what write about. I'm just trying not to think and just wait. wish I could watch tv but I don't want to make her mad. I write her a note saying thank you and I drew...

was in the hospital for the past 6 days but out now. I didn't think my foster mom would let me come back but she did. I was hoping John would come see me but he hasn't. I just want to tell him I'm...

I'm writing dad for the last time today. I know he knows that I'm sick and all the letters I sent him I never said anything about it. just asking how he is. I never asked him to say sorry to John but...