itchy

I'm so itchy I'm going crazy.i keep itching my arm but it bleed. everything is itchy and I can't sleep. I did sleep but a bad dream woke me up. dad was drunk and I must done something wrong and I rwas hiding but he found me and drug me out and beat me until I went out amd thats when I woke and now I just don't want to be alone but i am. I wish I had someone. the kid I shared a room with in the hospital had so much family the nurse keep telling them that had to leave and then they argue who gets to stay with him but not like mean arguing, it was kind of funny because the older guy whoi thin lb was his grandpa always won amd he would sit and they would eat red vines and watch cartoons.i can't stop itching!wish I had a book.