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was in the hospital for the past 6 days but out now. I didn't think my foster mom would let me come back but she did. I was hoping John would come see me but he hasn't. I just want to tell him I'm sorry for what ever I did. I just want to see him so I can say thank you to him. I'm going to write him a note, I don't know if it matters but I need to. I keep having nightmares that I wish would go away.i feel so lost and alone. I don't know what to do.i wish I new what to do. I can't see Taylor unless a adult takes me amd my social worker said she can't and I don't want to ask my foster mom. she scares me. I don't like being yelled at, it makes me feel worthless and that I can't do anything ok. I want to see John and Taylor. I want a mommy. I don't want to be alone . please god don't let me be alone anymore please. I'm sorry for everything that I am just please don't let me be alone anymore.please
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I\'m glad that you wrote in your journal ccool. Writing helps. I was wondering where you were. I\'m sorry you\'re feeling alone. I hope John comes to visit you soon. Do you know his work number? Can you call him at work? Have you thanked your foster mom for taking you in? She may act angry but maybe she is just unhappy or under a lot of stress. Maybe if you show her appreciation or gratitude, maybe write her a poem or draw her a picture, maybe she will be nicer?
Keep writing and try to find things to focus on that are good. ((big hugs))