pain and itchy
for 3 days I have sharp pain in my head and if I turn or lift my head it takes my breath way and get dizzy. I feel like a mess. a horrible, ugly, nothing mess. not much to write about. foster mom is getting tired of me. when she was yelling at me tonight she said she don't no why shes wasting her time on me and that I need to go some where else. I don't no maybe shes just mad because I didn't clean the kitchen but I really don't feel good but I will clean it, just don't feel good bit don't want go to another home. what if its worse. why do dying take so long? if I could stand long enough I would stand outside and wait for a big truck to come by then step in front of it. I didn't do any feedings today. havent herd from John. I'm sorry for whatever I did John, I'm sorry.
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CCool, you need to report your abusive foster parent to your social worker. Where do you live? This abuse is not right. ~Marie
I agree. You need to tell someone how you are being treated.
I live in a \"Death with Dignity\" state. Have you ever heard of that? In my state, if you are diagnosed with a terminal illness and your doctor believes you have only 6 months or less left to live, you can choose to end your own life legally. There is a process you must go through - a psychological evaluation, talk to your doctor, etc. - but once you go through the necessary steps your doctor prescribes a medication for you that allows you to just die peacefully.
It\'s controversial, and I think only three states currently allow this: Oregon, Washington, and Vermont. Personally I am glad to live in one of those states, and I wish more states had this option.