today
I'm writing dad for the last time today. I know he knows that I'm sick and all the letters I sent him I never said anything about it. just asking how he is. I never asked him to say sorry to John but this last letter I am and I don't care if he gets mad, he can't hurt me no more.
I want to see Taylor. I emailed my social worker about if I can see him and asking what happens after I go. still haven't heard from John. I want to tell him I'm sorry.
suposed to go to the doctor today but I don't know if she'll take me and I havn't asked. she always seems mad so I don't like to say anything to her.
I emailed my counselor the end of life thing. she emailed me back this morning and didn't say anything about them. just said she will be away for a few weeks.
don't feel ok today, tired, everything hurts, I don't want to die, I don't want to be alone.
I want to see Taylor. I emailed my social worker about if I can see him and asking what happens after I go. still haven't heard from John. I want to tell him I'm sorry.
suposed to go to the doctor today but I don't know if she'll take me and I havn't asked. she always seems mad so I don't like to say anything to her.
I emailed my counselor the end of life thing. she emailed me back this morning and didn't say anything about them. just said she will be away for a few weeks.
don't feel ok today, tired, everything hurts, I don't want to die, I don't want to be alone.
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((big hugs)) ccool. You are in my thoughts.