dream
had another bad dream about dad. I'm trying not to think about it but it keeps coming back to me so I try to think about something else but then it comes back again. I just want it to stop but it wont. see dr tomorow. Idon't no why and she probly wont take me but if she do I need him to make the pump give more med. I smell bad. wish I could do something. I want play baseball. I would probly suck because I never have but maybe I would be good and be on a team or basketball. or not. maybe just have a family and do what ever familys do. or not. trying to forget the dream but its not going way. don't think writing helping.
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