Levismommy

I have been thinking.......a dangerous pass time I know (a quote from Beauty and the Beast- Disney!) Seriously, I have been trying to figure out how to tune into myself again. with God and myself...

I realized today that in just a few more months, my husband and I will have been married for five years, together six. Now, I know that five years doesn't seem long but it has seemed to be a long...

i want to lay my head back and smile.....you know, how one just closes their eyes and smiles for no reason at all but for every reason in the world. The air smells sweet no matter the scent, the feel...

I have been feeling weird. I'm actually embarrassed to talk about it but I am looking for some oppinions.Well, i have been battling with the "weirdness' for probably 10 years or so. The doc said that...

Times change, that's for sure. But more, life changes....in some uncontrolable, twisty, turny way, life changes. And still, some things that have seemingly passed still linger....those are the...

I miss Levi today...nothing articulate....I just ache for him.....

I decided today that no matter the fear that I may have in any given thing, that I can, with God's help, surrender the fear to Him and have confidence.....and, i have a plan, hopefully whithin God's...

Integrity....doing what one says that they will do...doing something RIGHT when no one is looking...being authentic in who they are, what they say and what they do......my lesson for the week....and,...

I heard it again, yesterday, that "who knows what struggles Levi might have had"....yes, my stomach turned and i was tempted to let loose....but i took it and let it go. What do they know, any of...

 It's almost been four years and it still makes me almost tremble with anger when people say "well, there must have been something wrong with him that no one could foretell or see"....."maybe it was...

I have cried most of the week, over silly things, then over memories of Levi....almost four years has passed and the ache is still there, the wonder, the confusion of that day. Yet, I know that I am...

I try so hard to be everything and more, yet see myself as nothing....I have fought through all adversity but tonight, I'm turning in my fighting badge for many battles. This is a good thing. I can...

I watch so many hide from their emotions, their fears, their worst nightmare.....not me, not anymore. When I must fight, I fight....when I lose, I wait for the next round, but with acceptance.I...

I'm not on much anymore, but I will check in more often! I need to so that I am available for those that are new and for those that may need to vent. I definately care, still, emmensely....Life is...

Pretty girl,where did your true face goand pretty girl,where do you hide your smileare they tucked within your pocketor burried beneath the sandhave you forgotten that you lost themor was losing them...