Levismommy

Today is Lacey and Levi's 4th birthday. I miss him terribly.Last night, I found out that my friend Jim passed away after recieving his new liver, I miss him too.Life is hard when you are in it, but...

Zachy was in the hospital for a few days with pnemonia...suprisingly enough, I didn't lose myself in it. They decided that he had the begining og pnemonia and he has asthma, it is actually seriouse...

the willow I imagine a safe place, one sheilded from shame and agony.....A willow droops above me, enveloping me with it's branches....the sun sets peacefully, radiating a light so beyond...

I am doing better and better friends. I have been sober for a month now and therapy is helping much. i still can not remember the treatment's name that I am recieving! it starts with an R. if that...

Where is my baby, why is he not with me? why can I not feel him, smell him, laugh with him now? I hide these thoughts, they scream inside of me every day as I try to live and move forward. I can not...

I have been thinking.......a dangerous pass time I know (a quote from Beauty and the Beast- Disney!) Seriously, I have been trying to figure out how to tune into myself again. with God and myself...

I realized today that in just a few more months, my husband and I will have been married for five years, together six. Now, I know that five years doesn't seem long but it has seemed to be a long...

i want to lay my head back and smile.....you know, how one just closes their eyes and smiles for no reason at all but for every reason in the world. The air smells sweet no matter the scent, the feel...

I have been feeling weird. I'm actually embarrassed to talk about it but I am looking for some oppinions.Well, i have been battling with the "weirdness' for probably 10 years or so. The doc said that...

Times change, that's for sure. But more, life changes....in some uncontrolable, twisty, turny way, life changes. And still, some things that have seemingly passed still linger....those are the...

My step great grandma passed away a few hours ago....odd way to explain my relationship to her, she's actually my ex step great grandma......she was a little lady with a strong hispanic accent. She...

I always travel the road less traveled, rocky, twisty turney and almost impossible to find the end to. I think I'll let life be simple for a while, breathe in, breathe out and remember all of my...

I miss him today.......I have run through "those memories" of when he left in my mind.......I was so lost, scared, enveloped by agony that can not be explained. I was insane, tortured by longing,...

I creid so much yesterday. That same ache from the core of my tried to take me under. I felt it and I fought it.We had a funeral yesterday for a grandparent. It's always sad, always. But this man was...

I wasn't sure how to TITLE this, but Levi's anniverasary is on Tuesdsay.I'm still in school, doing well, and everyone at home is fine. Toady has been weird, sad, blah, restless.It's been two years...