hunnynutty

I feel like this is the only spot I can write in and feel safe.I am feeling really low right now. I feel ugly, and insecure and unworthy. I feel like I am trash. In a room filled with people I...

feel like no matter who I am with....I am alone. could be in a crwoded room inside i feel alone.

 I think there is something seriously wrong with me. Been witha girl two years. Im not out to my family as of yet. I'm out to some friends. Any ways, Been in love with this girl for so long. I can...

So Christmas is here…and what have ya done.Something’s….not nearly enough as what I had planned is my reply.Christmas comes every year. Every year I have a hard time. It’s hard to want to...

Not sure if I should say this as Karma may come back at me but I need to vent. My dad is an ASSHOLE!!! I can honestly say I do not like him at all or at least not at this point. Nothing I do is...

So as stated in my last entry I saw a new Pyschatrist. He seems understanding and genuine. He suggested I read a book. So I eagerly go and check the book out at the library. Figure well I might as...

Things change, but are they for the good or bad? Im not really sure. Biggest change right now. I have a new pyschatrist. he seems cool. seems to like to talk things out.  so he put me on new meds....

Just last week I got diagnosed with PCOS. I have had the symptoms that give drs the clues that you have it. My periods have been non existant and when they do come they are heavy and long lasting. I...

Well its been awhilesince I posted on this site. I hope I can use it more to express what I am feeling. I just got diagnosed with PCOS and I think I am borderline diabetic/prediabetic. Im having a...

Day before Christmas Eve. I feel horrid. Emotionally I feel like I am ready to crack. Yesterday I signed up for a dating site. Figured maybe in the new year I could meet new people. Well based on...

Im writing because I have no idea how to get this out and off my chest. My X is on my mind lately a lot. We just broke up a couple weeks ago. Then she came back saying she wanted to be friends and...

I wish I could say I was in the Christmas Spirit. But sadly, Im not.  I hate this season. Its starts way after Halloween and seems to dredge on forever. I hardly say Merry Xmas to anyone. I loathe...

Sitting here pondering. I really dont know what to do.  i went for a job interview at a temp agency for a place I know of that's hiring customer service. I went but inside it didn't feel right....

Tried to forget you today. Didnt work very well. I cried. I asked a million questions. I checked my email, texts, and everything a billion times. No word from you. I dont know how I am going to get...

So 4th and final break up. with a girl who I truly loved and cared for. I know I wasn t the perfect gf she want. I know I didnt have money in my pocket like she did. But .. I did love her. So why...