Im writing because I have no idea how to get this out and off my chest.
My X is on my mind lately a lot. We just broke up a couple weeks ago. Then she came back saying she wanted to be friends and that only lasted a couple days before she went back on that. She said alot of mean and negative things about me. Which have now set in to my mind ontop of the bad thoughts I already feel about myself. So right now inside I do not feel very good about myself. But inside I still am expecting her to come back again. Not sure why .. I guess inside I feel like shes the only one who will ever have me. But then I think she never really loved you for you. She was always poking at my flaws. Which would leave me feeling rotten. All in all I know th e relationship was not good for me. but how do I tell my heart that...a heart that wants to be loved again so bad. How?
My X is on my mind lately a lot. We just broke up a couple weeks ago. Then she came back saying she wanted to be friends and that only lasted a couple days before she went back on that. She said alot of mean and negative things about me. Which have now set in to my mind ontop of the bad thoughts I already feel about myself. So right now inside I do not feel very good about myself. But inside I still am expecting her to come back again. Not sure why .. I guess inside I feel like shes the only one who will ever have me. But then I think she never really loved you for you. She was always poking at my flaws. Which would leave me feeling rotten. All in all I know th e relationship was not good for me. but how do I tell my heart that...a heart that wants to be loved again so bad. How?
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Tell your heart that YOU are a beautiful woman, who deserves so much better than what your X had to give. Focus on you, take care of you, and work on being the best that you can be. Love yourself first, then do not settle for someone who treats you badly. When someone says mean things to us it is not about you, but it is a statement about who they are and how they treat people. Let her go, you deserve better.