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- Hello I'm a 35 year old male. I have very few friends. I have fast paced intense relationships with women where I can be extremely insecure and can become verbally abusive. At the end of relationships I sometimes have suicidal thoughts which I...
- Is it possible that lithium can make you feel more stressed out and manic? I was under a stressful situation all weekend. I lost my girlfriend. I know that's enough to stress anyone out but my heart was racing and I was acting like a fool. I...
- I lost a good woman because i am an insecure person that has no love for himself. I don't know how to love myself to be honest. I don't know where to start. Maybe a self help book. I don't know. Any suggestions? I would be glad if anyone can give...
- Hey guys. Most of you won't know me but I have been on here for a while. Those of you who do remember me you know that I was against taking drugs. Not any more. I am on lithium and Xanax and I function much better than I did. I don't feel paralyzed...
- I just now realized that I've been torn apart by vultures. I forgot who I used to be because I haven't been that man in many years. I let people belittle me and derate me in order to avoid confrontation. I see this now because of a dream I have...
- I have always been a little manic is the since that I obsess over things more than I should. I want you all to know that I pose no danger to myself or others. My mania has a positive and a negative. The positive is when my mania is focused on...
- Hello guys. I used to have bad acne. I still have it but not as bad as I used to. I'm 33 years old and I guess the decline in acne might have a little to do with my age. I still get acne on my face, back, shoulders, chest, and butt. Not bad but...
- I'm bored so I thought that I'd just post something to pass the time. I've been dating again for a bit. It's not completely intentional. The relationships usually start out as friends but usually turn in to something more. The downside is that i...
- I have a friend that is going to be in a contest to be a beer girl in October Fest. There are a few things that I don't like about that.She's going to be in a contest to pass beer around, probably in skimpy clothing. I find that to be desturbing. ...
- Hey guys. I haven't posted in a long time here.I'm back because I am cleaning out my house. I've gotten rid of a lot of things that didn't really mean anything to me. I was going through a junk room and I found my wife's wedding dress. I don't...
- I am a guy who enjoys having friends around. I have made a couple of friends that kind of make me feel uncomfortable at times. Gay sexual inuendos and 1 jokingly pinched my ass and I punched him in the face. 1 is gay and the other is bi. I'm kinda...
- I have been kind of manic lately. Things have been going really fast paced recently and I'm freaking out because I can't anilyze every choice that I make to my satisfaction. I've been making some huge life choices for me and my dad who I care for...
- I didn't want to change the topic on the other post because he was talking about regular massages and I didn't feel like it was appropriate for me to start talking about erotic massages. I've done this a couple of times and I feel a little...
- I wasn't really trying to date this person. I met her in a support group. I found out that she has depression as I do with a bipolar kicker. She has confided with me, telling me that she has suicidal thoughts. I worry about her a lot and I do...
- I went to the ER because I had a swollen eye that gave me severe pain. They gave me an eye antibiotic, eye drops, and Tramadol. My eye isn't hurting anymore but I really really really like the after affects of the tramodol. I also take St. John's...