danita107
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- My usual eating patterns are restrict during the week like eating as little carbs as possible...etc. then on Saturdays I eat my "cheat" foods. Lately it seems to be a binge fest and I definitely eat too much and it's all crap. Then every Sunday I...
- Remind me again that my weight is not important? That being thin will make me happy? That being thin means I am safe and successful? That it does not define who I am? That all Ed does is lie to me about my body? I need reminding today.
- Hi guys. I've been mia for a while and thanks so much to those of you who reached out. I have a lot of shame right now since I relapsed. When will I finally recover? Why does Ed always win?? I feel chained to this thing. It's sucking the life out of...
- I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin. I have turned to the other side of my ED which is not eating at all. I may trick myself to thinking I'm still recovering since I'm not binging and purging but I know it's just another form. I'm obsessing about...
- I feel like I haven't been on lately and mainly because I was writing and then was sick blah blah blah. I missed it here! The holidays are really hard for me just because it's difficult to be around my parents and the in laws as well. The in laws...
- I eat my "safe" foods during the week and have a cheat day on the weekend. I used 2 cheat days last week and felt out of control. I don't know where that came from. I was just thinking F it. I was having issues w/the spouse so that's probably...
- I've felt crappy the last couple of weeks. I'm hoping that posting about it will help. There's like an emptiness or hole in my gut. I talked about wanting to pursue writing but now I feel like I'm not good enough and no one will ever hire me. ...
- Hi all, Has anyone experienced being overly emotional after you stop bingeing and purging? I seem to be really sensitive and irritable. I am stressing about everything and constantly worrying. I know that all the feelings come flooding in since...
- so I haven't binged/purged for over a month now. YAY! BUT of course the ED is ingrained in me so I was feeling like I gained weight. I don't weigh myself and I haven't been wearing tight fitting clothes so I actually have no idea. It doesn't...
- Hi all, I was just wondering if anyone else has struggled with a shopping addiction? I know it's another form of self medicating like ED. It's about feeling good for about 5 minutes and then feeling the shame and guilt. Just like with ED although...
- I'm feeling a lot of anger. My sitter and next door neighbor seems to be taking advantage of the fact that I'm home today or usually working from home. I get last minute requests that my kids are coming home early or that I need to pick them...
- My last day of work in a temp position is today. I'm ok with it even though I made some friends. I've made my peace with it. When I go home I will have time alone. No kids or husband. This is usually prime time to binge/purge. I would plan out...
- so speaking of not wanting to go to work...I interviewed for a job Friday and now I'm waiting to hear back. I want the job and it's a different field for me. I was sure I had it because my friend just started working there. It's a small company...
- Hi everyone, Has anyone ever struggled with not wanting to go to work? I know there's Monday blues but I seem to get it to the extreme. I find myself looking for excuses to leave work early or just not going. My current job is ending (it was a...
- Hi everyone, I haven't posted here in a long time but I know I need a lot of support to recover from my ED. I'm bulimic and also had binge eating disorder. I also had a bout of aneorexia. I've experienced it all! Lucky me. I've been in therapy...